My Dear, as we run like Deers

Op.ti.mal or A•bys•mal?

ABYSMAL
Heart crushed, your veins are confused by these confounded arteries.
What is Love that we want to taste of it like that Apple of old?

The question of our generation pertains to that Soul Mate, your mold.
May you find that missing rib… However hot the weather is, perhaps cold,
Destiny comes with positive and negative verses, some; what is Love?

Moments like the ones we abhor the most create a deep cut within;
allowing regrets to take over and nostalgia. An abysmal state, this heart…
And this hurts, as you look for it, you hoped that it came from Above.
Dear Heavens: “were the tribulations part of it, this thing called Love?”

Did we really had to have it, tasting so subtle on our palates, to partake of?
You will not be deceived, standing like Adam on New Year’s Eve.

OPTIMAL.
Dear Mind of a Mindset, please set your-self on an optimal level!
Another stanza that won’t be finished, it is finished; this is to Fate. Ours.

12:10PM
© Christian D. Koumtog.

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Moments like the ones we abhor the most create a deep cut within;
allowing regrets to take over and nostalgia. An abysmal state, this heart…
And this hurts, as you look for it, you hoped that it came from Above.
Dear Heavens: “were the tribulations part of it, this thing called Love?”

When useless in nature, those tribulations are a waste of time and life.
When senseless and NOT propitious, they are repetitions that aren’t beneficial.
Hence obsolete. A Man or Woman, both, he or she knows what it means to be human,
Life comes with challenges yet they are meant to build up; when they don’t, what sense do they make?
A writer can express his frustrations through writing and this writer did just that, GRASPING YOURS.

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Published by: ckoumtog

Activist, Model, Poet/Writer, Soccer Player and an Entrepreneur at ENTREPRENEUR DE DEMAIN. I have to clarify that my focus from 2006 until 2012 was modeling and the Entertainment business. I never wanted to be an actor although I currently have two Wavers under my belt. I just "need" one more to go from being a Non Union to an Union (SAG) "actor" but {again} that was never my passion- acting! I (nonetheless) have [indeed] done a number of background acting works and gigs. My first work was for NBC and the first show I have ever worked on was 30 Rock. It was unbelievable being on stage with Aleck Baldwin, Tracy Morgan, Tina Faye, LL Cool J, Wayne Brady (those last two were featured co-Stars); that was shot on 2/08/2007. I also did some background acting on Cashmere Mafia for ABC as of 9/2007, Ugly Betty from 2008-2010, Kings (2009), Royal Pains and the Good Wife (2010). It was great being an extra also in Films like: THE SMURFS (shot on June 2010) and NEW YEAR'S EVE (2011). As a Poet, I not only want to convey what I feel but {I want to} also express what you, the reader, feel. My inspiration is the loving grace of God (Jesus Christ), my country of birth, the Republic of Chad (Africa) and this World you and I live in. I also find it in Nature (her beauty), my Family and experience. But also in great writers and people like Leopold Sedar Senghor, Nelson Mandela, Martin Luther King Jr, Malcolm X, Maya Angelou, Langston Hughes, e e cummings, Napoleon Hill (Think and Grow Rich) and Jacques Prevert (he is French, I am fluent in French). I also did model as mentioned, I have done a number of fashion shows (Couture Fashion Week in 2009 & 2010, Africa Fashion Week in 2009, etc) when speaking of my younger days. As a soccer player, I played every Sunday in an amateur league in Long Island City and Flushing, Queens. Actually, I went to Kansas City March of 2011 to try out professionally to be part of the Kansas City Sporting (a Major League Soccer) team. I did not make it, unfortunately. My sense of Activism is an everyday matter, from the way I carry myself to writing and promoting this beautiful Art called Poetry. In the future, it will involve concrete actions in developing not only Chad but Africa and promoting the values of Education. I am currently dabbling with the thought of becoming an accomplished lucrative poet (I write a lot!), becoming and a successful Entrepreneur. But yes, I would love to be connected to an understanding PUBLISHING COMPANY that will understand my creative drive and artistic vision so please reach out to me or refer my work if you can. As you read and as you saw, my real Passion is Poetry. I love writing poems. Recently, I have been performing it only because it was another way to reach out to People (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAKfUhJ4BJ8). I recently was asked to blog for the 2013 Men's Pageant for Face of Africa. (Here is the first article I wrote http://faceofafricausa.com/preparation/). "Home-less" was a poem written for a project that was helping people affected by hunger and poverty. It was for the The FWCares Project. http://flexwriterblogsonline.net/?p=231. My self-published book of poetry, entitled CLASSICS: DIPLOMATS IN EXILE (2007) is my #1 Achievement. I started writing at the age of 18. I am in need of sponsors and/or publishers. This vision God blessed me with is simple: We Will Change The World One Poem At A Time. NON STOP POETRY... It is within ALL of us! Just find it.

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