My Apology.

I found this word pretty peculiar,
1. cal•lous-
2. /ˈkaləs/
Paul’s most personal letter vs the word callous.
2 Corinthians 11.
The only evolution I believe in is a Law, the factual notion of progress.
For a seed and an oocyte to turn into an embryo and then a human, that is progress.
The Miracle you call Life cannot be left to the unknown.
I was warned that in the last days your Love for your loved-ones will be gone.
You have faced the hardest of emotional times and financial struggles and decided to no longer Love even if [THEY WERE] based on real feelings. Please live some more! My beliefs have been rooted, they have thirsted after the Truth.
The old apostles, new preachers and these pastors have claimed that Christos is the Messiah!
Born African, the Moors have infiltrated our Dark Land converting in the name of Allah.
That Mohamed was the last prophet and that Africans better convert, yallah!
Believing that Humans are born Humans without any religious tags nor agenda,
I could have been many things, what about the Jews, what about those who believe Buddha?
My re-assurance in my salvation won’t be perverted, so help me God!
If many ways have been claimed and proclaimed, I have found the Way that will indeed open Heavens’ door. Dear conscience, you don’t have to be alarmed. For if there are many truths out there, I have embraced everlasting Life; I won’t tolerate my flesh being callous. I will love you! That is why, you ought to be prepared. We shall live for-ever, not against… Hold my left hand as we stand against subversion and do what is right.
© Christian D. Koumtog


Published by: ckoumtog

Activist, Model, Poet/Writer, Soccer Player and an Entrepreneur at ENTREPRENEUR DE DEMAIN. I have to clarify that my focus from 2006 until 2012 was modeling and the Entertainment business. I never wanted to be an actor although I currently have two Wavers under my belt. I just "need" one more to go from being a Non Union to an Union (SAG) "actor" but {again} that was never my passion- acting! I (nonetheless) have [indeed] done a number of background acting works and gigs. My first work was for NBC and the first show I have ever worked on was 30 Rock. It was unbelievable being on stage with Aleck Baldwin, Tracy Morgan, Tina Faye, LL Cool J, Wayne Brady (those last two were featured co-Stars); that was shot on 2/08/2007. I also did some background acting on Cashmere Mafia for ABC as of 9/2007, Ugly Betty from 2008-2010, Kings (2009), Royal Pains and the Good Wife (2010). It was great being an extra also in Films like: THE SMURFS (shot on June 2010) and NEW YEAR'S EVE (2011). As a Poet, I not only want to convey what I feel but {I want to} also express what you, the reader, feel. My inspiration is the loving grace of God (Jesus Christ), my country of birth, the Republic of Chad (Africa) and this World you and I live in. I also find it in Nature (her beauty), my Family and experience. But also in great writers and people like Leopold Sedar Senghor, Nelson Mandela, Martin Luther King Jr, Malcolm X, Maya Angelou, Langston Hughes, e e cummings, Napoleon Hill (Think and Grow Rich) and Jacques Prevert (he is French, I am fluent in French). I also did model as mentioned, I have done a number of fashion shows (Couture Fashion Week in 2009 & 2010, Africa Fashion Week in 2009, etc) when speaking of my younger days. As a soccer player, I played every Sunday in an amateur league in Long Island City and Flushing, Queens. Actually, I went to Kansas City March of 2011 to try out professionally to be part of the Kansas City Sporting (a Major League Soccer) team. I did not make it, unfortunately. My sense of Activism is an everyday matter, from the way I carry myself to writing and promoting this beautiful Art called Poetry. In the future, it will involve concrete actions in developing not only Chad but Africa and promoting the values of Education. I am currently dabbling with the thought of becoming an accomplished lucrative poet (I write a lot!), becoming and a successful Entrepreneur. But yes, I would love to be connected to an understanding PUBLISHING COMPANY that will understand my creative drive and artistic vision so please reach out to me or refer my work if you can. As you read and as you saw, my real Passion is Poetry. I love writing poems. Recently, I have been performing it only because it was another way to reach out to People ( I recently was asked to blog for the 2013 Men's Pageant for Face of Africa. (Here is the first article I wrote "Home-less" was a poem written for a project that was helping people affected by hunger and poverty. It was for the The FWCares Project. My self-published book of poetry, entitled CLASSICS: DIPLOMATS IN EXILE (2007) is my #1 Achievement. I started writing at the age of 18. I am in need of sponsors and/or publishers. This vision God blessed me with is simple: We Will Change The World One Poem At A Time. NON STOP POETRY... It is within ALL of us! Just find it.

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